Monster

I see that girl everyday
In the mirror staring away
Full of hatred and sad to say
Is that truly the girl I am outside?
I wonder who I am
Where I've been
And why I've not changed
I feel inside so much hate
But dont know what to say
What do you see?
On the outside
Do you fear me?
Do you hate me?
I will never know
Because you left me with a blow
To remember what I did
On that last minute of your very last day
When you left this world
With all the kindness you could say
So what is it that people have to say?
You're a monster... who has to pay